Yesterday was a really bad day. I still don't know if I will be able to graduate this year or if I will have to wait an entire year to repeat course work that I missed while attempting to fix George's heart. They say they won't know for another week or so, which will bring the amount of time spent in limbo up to five weeks.
When I woke up this morning the first thought that came to my mind was about what would happen to us over the next year if I can't graduate. If I can't graduate I can't take my national board exam and can't work in my chosen profession. I'll have an entire year of forgetting what I learned over the last two and a half years. My school loans will continue to accumulate interest and we will have to start paying them back since I won't be enrolled in school. I will have to find some kind of job...which will most likely have nothing to do with what I have been educated in. We will be stuck here.
This whole process has made me feel like I am being punished for the way my pregnancy turned out.
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